Hey guys. I kinda just died randomly and people wondered where I went. The truth is that I actually literally almost died a few months ago due to a sickness called Idiopathic Thrombocytopenic Purpera (ITP).
Basically, what happened was that one day, I had a nose bleed for 14 hours none-stop, it was like a faucet just pouring. It's pretty common for me to get nose bleeds for 5ish hours, but 14 is pushing it. So I went to the doctors to ask wth is wrong. They did a blood test on me, turns out I had only 22000 blood platelets, normal is 150000-400000.
Doctors told me to go home and come back tomorrow to get it tested again. The next day I went back and turned out I had 2000, which is like extreme fucking red alarm danger zone. I was hospitalized and put on a predisone treatment which was supposed to cure 80% of ITP. That ended up failing.
So then they used an IV immune globulin treatment, normally used to cure people who don't respond to the predisone. With my damn luck, that treatment didn't work on me either.
Now doctors are kind of out of ideas. They did a bone marrow biopsy on me (cut open skin, drill 3 holes into hip bone, use hugeass needle and suck bone marrow out. Sedation doesn't go into the bone, so that hurt like pure fuck in hell).
Now I'm on this cancer medication which is "supposed" to help my sickness. It costs 13000 dollars per treatment, with a 7000 dollar co-pay, 4 treatments total. It's basically this weird hormone/steroid extract from mice. I'm living on that right now but it's not something good to live on.
So this is me right now. I'm half paralyzed, the other half in pain even with high dosages of Tylenol and Benedrol. I have a huge incision on my back and 3 holes on my hip bone, so I have trouble sitting and lying down, and it hurts to walk or stand. I'm half blind with triple vision, I gained 30 pounds within 1 month, I am always hungry, I have horrible temper, I think slower than normal all due to the side effects of the prednisone I'm on. I have over 30 bruises on my body and it's increasing by the hour. I get bruises on my feet if I stand, on my butt if I sit, on my back if I lie down. I get spontaneous bleeding in my ears eyes nose and gums. If I am experiencing fever, headache, vomiting and nausea, that means the treatment is working and everything is going well. If I stop feeling like shit, then something is wrong.
I don't think life sucks though, It's still fun to be around. I dropped out from school to get this stuff cured, so I'll be around. I started drawing again too because of all this free time, it's pretty fun. I got CS3 too, I'll probably be active on dA again.
- Mood:
Pain - Listening to: My Videogame Song Collection
- Reading: My eyes don't work lol
- Watching: Zero no Tsukaima 2
- Playing: Silkroad/Chrono Trigger
- Eating: Home food
- Drinking: Tea
Almost died, back alive, but still a bleak future
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you (No actually I don't want any spam))!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
(No seriously, don't send it back at me xD)
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend
Got a bunch of things in my mind but can't realize them coz I'm too lazy or too busy.
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SUM. COGITO. VOLO.
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I can only make a mess, but I make a mess really well.
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When life gives you lemons you make lemon aid. But what happens when you drink all the lemon aid?... O.o
If your stupid and mess up people laugh at you, if your smart and mess up people chase you with pitch forks and torches...
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"The World is Not Black and White"
---Zhenghua Yang
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When life gives you lemons you make lemon aid. But what happens when you drink all the lemon aid?... O.o
If your stupid and mess up people laugh at you, if your smart and mess up people chase you with pitch forks and torches...
Article 1:
Statement of Love:
The Kiss
1.Kiss on the hand
I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck
I want you
4.Kiss on the lips
I love you
5.Kiss on the ears
I am just playing
6.Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes
kiss me
8.Playing with your hair
I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go
Article 2:
The Three Steps
1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to
stare.
Article 3:
The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons
why guys
like girls:
1. They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think
she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18.
Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt. (even though
we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
*
This chain started in 1887.
It is a love chain letter.....................................
In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people.
It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them.
Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour..
Now here comes the fun part.
You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say 'I love you,' or 'Will you go out with me?'
NO JOKE!!!!!
NOW
THE CONSEQUENCES
The consequences are:
If you break the chain letter,
you will have bad luck in future
relationships. If you don't
break the chain, then you will be a
happy camper!!!
CoNgRatULaTioNs!!
You have been chosen
to participate
in the
LONGEST
and the
LUCKIEST
chain letter on the Internet!
Once you read, this letter you must
IMMEDIATELY
(meaning within
the hour)
be sent to
25
people After
you send it,
make a wish
and it will come
TRUE
YOU MAY NOT WAIT
FOR A CERTAIN TIME
TO SEND
IT........ REMEMBER,
IT MUST BE SENT
TO
25
PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR, OR
YOUR WISH WILL NOT COME
TRUE!
If THIS CHAIN LETTER IS
CONTINUED UNTIL
THE YEAR 2010, IT WILL BE PLACED IN
THE GUINNESS BOOK
OF WORLD RECORDS!
PLEASE CONTINUE IT NOW!!!
*WARNING*
IF YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON,
SOMETHING BAD OR WORSE
WILL HAPPEN TO YOU:
NOTE*
THE MORE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO
THE MORE LUCK YOU WILL HAVE IN YOUR LOVE LIFE.
IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN LETTER
(IT HAS BEEN GOING SINCE 1887)
YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK
WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE
FOR SEVEN YEARS. THIS IS NO JOKE.
GOOD LUCK
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....son
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